Cyber Bullying Is Awful. I never expected to be hurt here. :(
22 Oct
I used to think that no worse things could ever be said, having been told in the past to ‘hurry up and die already’ by a so-called loved one. I was wrong. On 9.25.11, I received an immensely sickening, damaging and appalling personal message here on YouTube. I am sharing it because it horrifies me that cyberbullying is so prevalent here — despite a recent increase in anti-bullying awareness endeavors. This should not go on. I almost did what this bully wanted. I almost deleted everything. Thank
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You need to realize that there are a lot of mean people out there in this world. Evil people in some cases. Please, never listen to these types of people who say such negative and hurtful things. There are far more good people in this world than bad people. It’s just the bad people tend to stand out more than the good people, so you notice them more. Read my comment and many other good comments. We are behind you! We would never try to hurt you via message like that! Keep that in mind please =)
Sorry you have to deal that. You are right no one deserves that kind of message no matter what. You are a strong person to share your story and give the insight you have about your illnesses and how you deal with things. Keep being strong. I know I’d miss your insight and videos.
Awww
)) I’m so glad my comments brought you joy! 
an thank you! I actually love my screen name as well! Lol 
throughout my recovery I always had to keep reminding myself to literally CHOOSE life! An it was like something I had to constantly keep reminding myself to choose life! 
you are just so amazing, I love you so much already! Xoxoxo blessings sweetie.
@rca417: Thank you from my heart! I am blessed to have so much support here and I am happy you posted. I agree with you, and the reality of it is very uncomfortable and sad.
I wish people would Live with compassion, or tolerance at the very least, but this seems to be too much to ask for some. Anyway, thank you again for reaching out. I am grateful! Xoxox
One persons opinion shouldnt matter, hate only makes you stronger and a harder person to break
Stay strong, youll get through it I promise <3
Don’t let the bully’s get you down! Just dont give her that power. To write something so cruel and horrible to another reaching out is absolutely disgusting!!! Shame on her!!! She obviously has some serious issues of her own.*insert offensive language, insults and karate chops*** Keep on truckin honey bunch. Mwah. Sending big strong man strength! Chin up!! -3
@Borritoful Thank you so much for posting! Your message brought a smile to my face this morning. It is reassuring to know people care. Be well, sweet spirit! XOXOX
@HungryHeartss: I am so grateful for your message. Your concern means so much to me. Thank you for always being so kind & supportive! <3 I am blessed to have met some truly beautiful, remarkable, amazing souls like you here. You are a good friend and you brighten my Life. Much love, precious one! Xoxox
@TayRexic:
Anyway, your message comforts me so much. Thanks for posting! Much love, sweet spirit! <3
Thank you so much, sweetheart. I am sorry you have suffered similarly. I think what messes with most is, anyone who has been bullied as a child clings to the hope that it will be different when we grow up. I am devastated that adults can be awful, too.
@emmaw35: Thank you so much! Seriously, I am honored that you feel this way and took the time to leave me a message here. Be well, sweet spirit! Xoxox
Wow.
All I can say is what a worthless selfless person nicole is. She is everything YOU are not. You are supportive, kind, sensitive, caring and amazing.
What a load of bullshit. Im angry for you! X
OH my goodness. How could someone say something like that! She has no right and she is insensitive and worthless and so many other bad things. Please stay strong and dont leave! You are such an amazing inspiration and I would be devastated if you left! We can overcome her we are all here for you. You are so strong for standing up and making this video and sending it to her. I’m so sorry you had to endure that. She is completely wrong and just plain mean.
@xSilenceHurtsx: I know, awful right?
I do not understand why people intentionally hurt others. Thank you for all the sweet compliments! *shy* Seriously, your support means a lot. I am so grateful for all of the amazing people I’ve met here, you included! <3 Much love sweetheart! XOXOX
@SallyAlly89: You are right, of course. I thought I was prepared for these kinds of things but this…this was so brutal, I never could have imagined it before it happened. :/ Anyway thank you for taking the time to offer some kindness. It means a lot. Much love, sweet spirit! Xoxox
@MattyMurderous: Thank you so much. I am so touched by all of the GOOD people here! You are right! Be well, sweet spirit! Xoxox
Sorry you have to deal that. You are right no one deserves that kind of message no matter what. You are a strong person to share your story and give the insight you have about your illnesses and how you deal with things. Keep being strong. I know I’d miss your insight and videos.
@ichooselife00: Naaawww! I teared up reading your comments…thank you so much for sharing so much love, support & compassion with me! I am here for you too! I love love love your screen name btw. I have stood more than once on that precipice where one must choose Life or Death. I choose Life too!
Much love, sweetie! Stay strong too! Xoxox
You are so beautiful, amazing, caring, sweet and just out right adorable!
you are such an encouragement to me!
xoxoxo sweetie! -3
You are worth sooooooo much more than that!
Stay strong babe! I’m here for you if you ever wanna talk
Awwwww! Babe!
((( I am so so so sooo sorry that that happened to you! 
I personally struggled with an Ed for quite a long time and know how much comments like that one can hurt a person in your situation 
I am absolutely shocked and disgusted that anyone would ever do such a thing! 
I am soooooooo glad that you didn’nt remove your videos or anything because I just started watching them and I love them sooo much already! -3 
Just so you know, everything that person said is a LIE! You